My 50-50-50 Challenge!

I have never really set any New Year Resolutions before.  I guess I just know myself too well and knew I wouldn't finish or I wouldn't complete them within the year (big time procrastinator and don't like doing the same things over and over).

One year (many years ago) I set a resolution that I would not drink caffeine or soda for a year.  I actually accomplished that one!  But then when the next year hit I didn't go a day without it.  This year I have tried it and I go about 3 days with a headache and then I give in and my headache goes away.  UGH!  I guess it's better than drinking it everyday.

WELL...I decided to try a 50-50-50 challenge this year and I am actually really excited about it (meaning they are challenges I actually want to accomplish for my self-esteem and enjoyment) and I am keeping up with it so far.  Yes, I know it's only been like 4 weeks but hey, it's better than nothing:)

Hopefully...no...I WILL accomplish my challenges by the end of the year!

I don't really know where I came up with the 50-50-50 idea.  We were driving home from Blanding on New Year's day and it just popped into my head (a resolution revelation:).  I thought about 3 different areas in my life I wanted to work on, change, or do and I came up with this...

1-Read 50 books
2-Lose 50 pounds
3-Deep clean and de-clutter 50 sections of my house


WHEW!  Sounds exhausting and like too much to do but it's not really that much since I have a whole year to do it in.  There are 52 weeks in a year right?  Well then that's about 1 book a week, 1 pound a week, and one section of my house a week.  I can handle that.

My progress so far...
1-Read 50 books:  So far I have read a book a week.  Since I am teaching right now I am reading shorter easy read books and then when summer is here and I don't have to work I can read the longer harder books I want to read.

This week I am behind (haven't even started a book and it's already Thursday).  I only read at night once my kids are in bed and I am ready for bed but this week has been so crazy I go to bed too exhausted.  If a book is too good to put down I read too long and don't get enough sleep which can add to my exhaustion.  I am trying to get the house ready for my son's birthday party.  I have to stay 3 hours longer at school twice this week because of parent teacher conferences and with not much to do at work and no parent's to meet with (being a PE teacher is the best!) I guess I have some free time to catch up on my reading.  I seriously love reading and am getting the chance to read books I have wanted to for a long time.  But I also need suggestions of good books to read because I don't have that many on my list yet.

2-Lose 50 pounds:  Ok, so this one is not going so well.  I have worked out a couple days so far (with my son after work-so fun!) but I let myself get busy in other things and I am eating ok.  I could be better.  I went to my weight-loss appointment (last one was around Thanksgiving time) and I had not lost any weight.  My doctor was actually very proud because I lasted through 3 holidays and didn't gain any weight and maintained the 30 lbs I had lost last year.  He said he gained 10 lbs so I needed to pat myself on the back for not gaining any and now it's time to start losing pounds again!  YES!

3-Deep clean and de-clutter 50 sections of my house:  I am always cleaning my house (with two kids and a husband it's much needed).  It drives my husband CRAZY!  He doesn't understand why I always have to clean and I can't just sit down and relax.  Well, I clean and then I relax after the work is done.  Or I clean because I can't relax or sleep knowing my house is a mess.  Is there something wrong with me?  I tell Danny I HATE cleaning but I can't not clean because I hate living in a dirty house so it just kills me either way.  But I came to the realization the other day (and admitted it to Danny) that I actually LOVE cleaning I am just in denial and don't want to admit it out loud because who loves cleaning?  I must be CRAZY!

And its only been the last couple of years that I have been like this.  It's gotten worse since I started having kids or is it because I am nearing the dreaded age of 30 ha ha!  Anyone who has known me my whole life knows that I was not like this when I was growing up.  Just ask my mom and dad.  I hated cleaning, complained or just hid stuff under my bed.  I also have some serious OCD perfectionism in me and it's getting worse too (but that's another post:)

I clean the main big parts of my house that need cleaning every day but then I need to really deep-clean and de-clutter the rest of my house so I am making it easy on myself and only doing a small section in a single room a week so I can find the time to get it done.  I thought about my house and how I could divide it up 50 ways.  Each room in my house is divided up into sections or parts (like carpets, walls, closets, toys, furniture, appliances, etc.) so I am not trying to tackle the whole room at one time.  And I even included my car, garage, outside, etc.  Last week I cleaned my dishwasher.  Yes, you read that right.  I cleaned my dishwasher.  I cleaned out the drain and sanitized and scrubbed the outside (lots of little fingerprints in my house).  Simple enough to deep clean one dishwasher instead of trying to deep clean the whole kitchen in one week.  Especially with my busy working mom schedule.

Well, there you have it.  My 50-50-50 2012 challenge.  I. CAN. DO. IT.

P.S.  I started this blog mainly because my parents and in-laws live so far away and I wanted them to keep updated on the lives of their son and daughter (also a good way to keep a journal) and of course to see pictures of their adorable grandchildren.  I guess I also started this so I could vent and get out some of the craziness in my head.  Thanks for reading.  Or if no one reads this I still feel better because I got it out.  I wonder if I have helped anyone feel better about themselves because now they know someone who is crazier than they are.  Or maybe they are as crazy as me and that feels good too knowing they are not the only one.  I do know that I have inspired some on their own weight loss journeys and it feels good to hear from them and to have them tell me that it is because of me they are inspired to start on that better path.

Ok back to my busy life.  I am done typing now.  SERIOUSLY:)